Today sucks i feel like i'm wasting my time or practically my whole damn life away. today i went for guitar. somehow i cant get the Happy Birthday song right )): stupid chords! why is F chord so hard to play?! i think its inborn cos i have short and stumpy fingers that are in disproportion to the rest of my body. blehhhh ]:

BIO SIA! im dead!

JODIE PHOO'S BIRTHDAY PICS





i forgived you, and i apologised. because i thought i was partly in the wrong too. i said you didnt put in effort in our friendship, because you had new friends and the number of conversations between us has lessen, greatly. now you start taking the initiative to start a coversation but its like so insincere. do you think this is what i want? you dont have to force yourself to do all these if you think its such a bother for you. i'm not a charity case.
why bother meeting me at all when u are so afraid the rest of the world sees me with you? its not like we are doing something shameless. am i a soemone you cannot be proud of? what's there to hide? you were the one who wanted to meet inspite of what others might say so why the sudden change? you two-faced jerk. now i realise..its okay for your friends to see them but not me? what am i to you exactly? its not something big, its not something to be angry about, but its a little disappointing all the same.