collected passport today. its okay! -iguess. cept for the fact that my palm was sweaty and the machine couldnt take my thumbprint and i had to try over and over again. -.- . so embarssasing!

okay this week will be the SUPER BUSY WEEK. so ok better get back to my work! and its so unfair my friggin body is still infected with viruses of all sorts. seriously look at the sickness timeline:
Wed: throat infection
Thurs: throat infection+fever
Fri: throat infection+fever+flu
Sat: sore throat + flu
sun: flu
mon: cough + flu

ahwellls.
DDD:

btw this song is totally the story of my life. HAHAHAH :DDDDD

不想不想再被你看轻
可是我始终还不够聪明
在你面前不敢表现不高兴
不想不想爱被看清
然而决定总是不够坚定
狠不下心不懂对你任性

为何付出的心都得不到回应
一切努力都是零
多么可惜我还分得清
这是同情不是感情

我只要做一天的你
让我用一天你的表情
了解你的心情
永远受欢迎
带一点烦恼的高兴
只要你做一天的我
让你过一天我的心情
耗尽所有热情所有决心
还被你否定
是多么不公平

我只要做一天的你
让我用一天你的姓
让我疲倦的心
能和你合并
就算是最虚荣的梦境

只要你做一天的我
让你过一天我的心情
耗尽所有热情所有决心
还被你否定
是多么不公平

urgh i feel so sick. and tired. literally.

i hate missing science practicals. cos i have to redo them myself. which i suck at in the first place. stupid throat infection. stupid flu. stupid fever. go away. i am miserable enough hello?!


damn the IH essay. damn the du shu bao gao. damn the chem and math quiz. damn integration. damn electrolysis. ARGHH


you have the missing piece that i need so desperately.
a mixture of flu and heartbreak is enough to kill.

YOYO

YESTERDAY i went to make Biometric Passport for USA with Licheng after school. I decided take a new picture because my old one is WALAO. turned out okay i guess at least better than the old one. then after tht filled in the form with LICHENG'S HELP HAHA. and becos im not yet sixteen. my mum is supposed to fill it in for me. so too bad my mum was in hongkong and that calls for extreme measures ;D HEHEH. and just nice the collection date for the new passport is on the 30th! so i wont be late WOOHOOOO.

MUMMY CAME HOME! she only bought 1 pair of shorts for me T.T ahwells. At least i no need to sleep alone and wake up at 5 anymore i can wake up at 5.15 =DD

TODAY i didnt go to school cos im SICK. i got sore throat aka throat kena virus infection. quite shuang can sleep until 12 ;D then wnet to dental. and guess what MY ORTHODONTIST TOOK OFF MY LOWER BRACES!!!!!!!!! SO NO MORE LOWER BRACES. ONLY NICE AND PRETTY UN-METAL TEETH. the whole thing was damn scary though. dont know why need UV light also. BUT on the off side, my orthodontist implaced a wire on the back of my teeth. so now i feel damn GAO WEI. and i cant really eat. GOOD TIMING WITH THE SORE THROAT MANZXZ so i can conveniently go on my DIET: no food and when im about to faint- eat a cube of cheese. HAHAHHA just joking i am not emily charlton.

and anw dont need to worry about me- i'm absolutely fine [: love you people.

I think I'm DEAD.

i havent finish my homework! like ALOT! and i havent had my biometric passport done! my mum will only be back from Hong Kong on the 25th! and making it will need 3 working days so how to email my details to Damien Yam by 30th! T.T

argh i think i'm wasting my life away. holiday has ended. and now if some one asks me what i did during holiday. I can give an honest answer -- NOTHING! AHHH. ok nothing constructive at the least. i just sleeep and sleeep and when i wake up i will watch some drama either on TV or on comp. I think when sch reopen i will be drowned with work and i will complain that i am stress. so actually i cant blame anyone but myself ]<

bwehhh. okay. so everyone around have completed the homework and has started studying for blockies. but me. but im suppose to be the one who needs to work the hardest. sometimes i really cant stand myself :/

WORK WORK I NEED TO START WORK!

that aside, today i woke up 1pm! accomplishment!! oh partly because i dreamt that there was a spider about to fall on me. so i quickly siam in my dream then in the end i really fell of my bed -.-

HEHE my title is from LOTR - Samwise Gamgee. i think he is the best lor. without sam frodo will never have been able to destroy the ring or be alive in the first place. i wonder why the spotlight all on frodo. tsk tsk.

hmm todayys's father's day. so kindof miss daddy more today. if he were still here i bet we will be at some nice restaurant celebrating then go esplanade walk walk again. it was always so much fun when daddy was around, i never knew till he was gone.

okay so officially theres 1 more week left of holidays aka 1 more week to finish all my undone homework and study. i knw i'm dead, but i cant concentrate.

mingzhong's in 10 mins =DDDD

ITALIA FTW!!!

hahah watched the match of Italy VS Romania. errr okay lah quite exciting. but so frustrating! i was so fedup when romania scored, then i went to the kitchen to take yakult then when i come back suddenly Italy score! LOL walao 1 min difference oni lor. my brother was grumbling all the wayyy LOL so he ask me go take drink cos when i take drink Italy will score -.- HAHA whatevuhh

okay i totally forgot want i wanted to blog about. ahwells. shall blog when i remember :D

tagg replies:
L.Sihui: yah lor i dont care liao d: i love you cuzzie!
niyniuhc: haha no lah just abit sian. and have you finish homework! i havent!!

hello world!

i've got nothing much to blog about. but i need to blog to de-stressss.

mummy just told me about why my family and elizabeth's family broke apart. apparently like we guessed, THEYRE the ones behind it. it is so infuriating to know that they are fabricating so many lies behind our backs, putting words into our mouth. even I got dragged into the picture. seriously , all i can say is, What The Hell. never knew relatives could turn into such people that disgusts me. i feel so cheated and DUMB above all. but still i dont really care anymore. if they choose not to trust us and believe those words that could never been have been ours, what is the point? after years and years of -not communicating at all- what is the point? i just feel abit sad for what had happened between the adults destroyed friendships amongst the younger ones. money and power and pride. i dont want any.


okay i take the Money part back. I NEED MONEY:
1. I need money for a new Phone.
2. I need money for Silicon Valley.
3. I need money to buy furniture and redo my room.
4. I need money to buy Hello Kitty.
5. I need money to go to Japan to see BoA's Concert.
6. I need money for the taiwan trip me and SiHui are planning to go by the eoy'09
7. I need money to pay for my guitar lessons and pay for tuition and for school
8. I need money to go join dance lessons
9. I need money to go to London to go to Central Saint Martins
10. I need money for SUSHI. i frigging miss SUSHI. oh my kappa maki. oh my salmon.


ok so some of the points are really superficial. but its what i want T.T
i'm totally serious. yknow how people say money dosent buy happiness? i beg to differ. because without money we cant even survive. especially for me. its been so hard these few years. i cant wait for the day my mum strikes lottery. then she can finally see a doctor in peace. and noww i have to stop my guitar lessons because of money. its so unfair that i have to drop my guitar lessons. it was one thing i loved.

i'll just have to accept the fact that i know the world dosent revolve around me alone. and that people are worse off than me. i've always asked what are those rich people thinking. if you're so rich does it matter if you donate some money to the poor? it dosent!!!!!!!!!! trust me, if i become rich one day i will definitely donate at least half of savings to the poor and those people u see on the Charity shows. or if i become super rich. i will build orphanages and old folks home. and provide free shelter for them.


OKAY i think thats quite a big talk. sometimes i wonder if these feelings will fade when i grow. what if i grow up being so money minded that i forgot what i wanted to do? i hope i wont forget. especially when i am sometimes materialistic and brand conscious. what if i grow up spending all my money on manolos?

nonono cannot. haix so horrible i dont want. ok i better get started on my homework since i've got volleyball camp on Mon and Tues. i seriously think i will freak out for the night trail/adventure thingy.

HEHE

June 8/9:
FINISHED HANA YORI DANGO AND HANA YORI DANGO 2 AND MINGZHONGEP13.

June 7:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LICHENG!
Happy Chi Birthday KORKOR [:
The cake by LAINEY CHIA! WOOHOO guess how i made the words. i use drawing block paper and baking paper and mad eit into a cone. then i melted chocs and squeeze the words =D haha i took 2 mins to write one letter ok!



June 6:
happiest day since holidays [:
Licheng's birthday celebration with 404 peeps = 12 ppl - 2 persons.
hehe was spose meet at 11am. but i woke up at 11 d: so rushed and reached at 12! nt bad hor. then ate at food court. tupid lowyuanyi keep forcing me to finish my food when i jia bui lorh liao lor hahaha. anw then ARCADE!! we went to play DDR. yes all 10 people. each one like take 1 step. HAHHA so loseerrr lah. but twas very fun! then after we played for very long this group of ah lians were like staring at us and giving us the dirty look. we feel quite bad for like hogging the machine lah. BUT guess what they just reached out and tap their cards on the machine to show that it is their turn next. WALAOOOOOOOOOOOOO WHAT SHIT. then afterwards they're turn.. can see why they so arrogant cos they damn pro at DDR. LOL ahwells.
THEN highlight of the day: KBOX!
the KBox was like in this superr ulu building next to AMK hub. hahaha so we sang frm ard 2-7. =DDDD we sang ALOT of songs and got really HIGH and our voices BROKE. i think i made most use of the 5 hours. i know how to sing almost every song. WOOHOOOOO =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
then ate at macs with cheng and bella then went home. YAYYY

4 JUNE: outing with cheng gwen xiu and larrie! spose have more but argh those pangsehsters. watched Narnia. stupid but nice lah. i dont understand why the lion dont comeout in the first place. if he comeout then everything settled rightrightRIGHT and then when he come out he just ROAR then the water person come out and swallow the bad guy nia. WAHPIANG. cheat one. and the prince caspian and the 4 ppl all lan bei one lor. tsk tsk. anw nice neos :

YOYO long time no blog.

SUNDAY-



=DDD. Angela's concert rocks man! its as good live as it is on her album. oh and i reached too late to get free sofy sanitary pads which they were giving out as freebies! haha thanks to cheng cheng again =D

Monday-





i'm a geeenius. HAHA it looks nice right! it taste as good too [: HEH

Tuesday-
i overslept today so didnt go training. and i felt badd the whole day lah. i couldnt get up mainly because i dreamt that i WAS at training already lah. -.- ahwells.

TMR: 404 PEEPS OUTING WOOHOO. gna watch Narnia Prince Caspian i think. i really want to wtach SATC but its M18. urgh but the rating was expected luh. cantwait cantwait =D

NB: sorry anon you wont get anymore attention from me. i told you i dont like boring content, tata