i want a party. not an elaborate one. i just need my good friends, around 20 of them, with lots of food that i love and a hello kitty cut-out cake. we'll watch some movies and play some games. i'll be so happy.


but i cant have any of that now. my sweet sixteen will be celebrated with a cupcake. a f ing cupcake. oh and maybe pizza. wow.


its not just a birthday. its MY sweet sixteen. i care about these things. its something i have been waiting for since young. im just so indignant to let it pass me by wasted.

ok emo's over. got back LA today was quite surprised and happy. but still dosent make things better. tmr getting back 3 okay 2 since i didnt take chem. DOOMS DAY.