TODAYY got back CHI and LA.

totally hated my chinese marks. the word is KANA SAI. im so disappounted in myself! wth happen man. what happen to being good in chinese. i even feel abit bad to ah beng for thinking that i will at least get A2. blehh. i suck.

ahwells at least i still have my LA. its not as spectacular as those 2 sitting on my left and right. but i think i am happy. ok not quite. could've done much better with compre. but ahwells it saved my life. clap clap.

oh, and this morning ms Tan came to find me during assembly and told me to look for her during break.
honestly, i think i had a momentarily heart failure. i know what they mean when you haff xin li de yi kuai shi tou HAHAH.
i seriously thought she was going to talk to me about my marks and tell me i have to retain!
then wlaooooo. its about US trip. loseerrrr.

HAHAHA d:

tmr is gna be Awful. with a capital A. IH MATH PHYSICS. not one am i good at. in fact i suck at all of em! blehhh ]: tr is so my D-Day. it has a total reign over my becoming a HC student, then i can decide whether to buy uniform on friday. LOL.

i miss yesterday. playing Wii at Val's house is so fun! plus i get to wtach my LOTR ROTK. YAHOOOOOOOOO d:

annnnd i am so sick and tired of being a walking cautionary tale: PUT SUNBLOCK OR END UP LIKE ELAINE! swobs. it is so damn pain. haha i bet everyone was shock to see my skin. it is sooo badd.
someone shoot me if i evuh go sentosa without an inch of sunblock all over my bare skin.

i think i need to be nicer to my brother. i mean he is like the best elder brother anyone can have.
i mean...
who actually cooks for you? damn nice food summore. like stingray and curry and pasta and butter prawn blah blah and midnight sandwiches.
and helps you dl anything you ask him to.
and still helps you with math qns when you are so pek chek.
and spread his love of rock music to you so that ppl know that i ahve basic education in rock music.
and scolds you when you really needed it and its cos he cares.
come to fetch you from the bus stop when it's raining. even though he totally should have gotten 2 umbrellas -.-
and many many more i cant remember all right now.
and the biggest reason is that he saved me from being penniless on my US trip [:

so..sometimes i think God really isnt too bad to me. he took my dad away and nothing can ever replace that loss but at least he gave me great brother who is always responsible and reliable. ok besides the whole waking me up at 5am thing.

i am not cheesy at all. i am expressing my gartitude manzxzx. who know what might happen tmr. literally kay cos if i rly fail i am prepared to tiaolouzisha.