peia
Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 11/25/2008 08:44:00 PM

the end of my life is coming.

rant
i am soooooo fattt. i have a tummy. an actual tummy. i thought it was something i use to scare myself only, but now i actually have it. extra meat bulging out. i use to not have meat even when i sit and slouch. now i have when im standing. omfffg. i wish i just die. its the holidays. season to wear nice things. but i feel awful about my tummy. and my mum will not stop criticising how fat i've become every single day. i want my old figure back. the no fat at all with visible abs stomach. i wish someone will just shoot me. im no longer 25 inches! im like 26.5 now. shitz. now im starting to miss my volleyball trainings. it kept me slim. what shall i doooooo ]: i mean since situps does not help then what can i do. summore im going for open class tmr. omg will somebody just shoot me now. i dont wanna face the world.