scream,scream, SCREAMS!

byebye 2008!

lalala. this year...i dont like...and like. hahaha.
so many memories this year! i can still remember the mugging days, eww.
another year has past and thank god we're IP so i dont need to see everyone separated next year. im so grateful to all my fwenfwens. so to all my closest fwen fwens like my 404 gang: cy, xiuhui, gwen, yuanyi, rina, weiqing, jacey, licheng, larrie, penny and jasmine! as well as my 204 gang: cy, jodiephoo, melweeeee, kayu, rach and yiyi! and my old fwenfwens like my 6J cliquey: rensyn, sammie, sixuan, isabel and tzeqing! i love u people so muchie cos u make my life so much more bearable when the stress level is unbearable. hug hug!

ohwells thats it. i want to thank everyone who made my 2008 as it is. everyone who played a part, big or small, in my life this year. happy and sad memories i thank you for both. because it makes me become a better person everyday. ok at this point i dont know what i talking already haha. anw i hope that 2009 will be good..first year of JC, yikes! and i hope i can live my life to the fullest every year clap clap.

i will think abt new year resolutions tonight and blog them tmr or on nyday.

cheers!


JODIE PHOO XMAS PARTY 08
failed attendees: kayu yiyi and auseewhy]:

hmm its 2 plus noww.

and im bored, not sleepy yet.

so for the past hour i've been trying to do so many different things. finished reading one of my birthday presents; finished off my xmas cards for jodie's party tmr; attempted to re-read Pride and Prejudice. im kind of bored by P&P, the language is tough on me and it takes a while to catch what olden times ppl are trying to say
-.- stillll its a nice book, because elizabeth ended up with mr.Darcy <3

its boxing day today. was. but im the kind of person who dosent wait for boxing day to open their xmas present d: received an airmailed xmas card from isabel! clap clap she says in it that she'll be coming march/april. but sam'll be gone by then soooo ....sigh i wonder when will be our next clique meetup. i miss everyone!

wanted to invite some frens over for a party but hmm until i go back to work i dont think i can treat ppl to pizza :3 so i think i shall start looking for a job soon. i dont think i can be a waitress though. my family is very critical about it because they know i cant even handle one glass LOL. i'll end up paying for alll the things i've broken instead.

haix. how i wish i can just laze around till jan 19 comes. oh and that reminds me! i still have my HC math paper to do. blehhh.

and im still not sleepy. my com is really slow nowadays]: sian. i shall go listen to nickelback's new album and try to sleep.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

just came back from my family's xmas party at my cousins house. still cant get over the beef lamb and ham. no turkey though, sad. the party was mostly eating and wtaching little nonya. todays episode was especially funny with my relatives around.
exchanged presents and wnet home.

xmas eve was fun too. LSH came over to make xmas card. within the same amt of time, i made 10 cards and she made...1. bravo babe! hahaha dinner at appolo banana leaf -.- indian food for xmas o.o ahwells like this we avoided the crowd. the standard dropped though. sadly. shall go muthus next time. then aunties came over to our house for a small celebration. then got ready to go for midnight mass. started walking like 45 mins earlier and still couldnt get good seats it was like super full. lucky we didnt stand like last year. we sang nice songies like First Noel and Feliz Navidad and Joy To The World etc. happy happy songies.

i love christmas! and i hope christmas will be better in the eyars to come. i hope that even if im all grown up i'll never forget to enjoy such festivals.

cheers!

watched twilight with the 404 peeps.

twilight was hmm uhhh ~
okayyyy.
i think the movie is passable because i read the book. if not its like huh? you two are in love? i think it dosent show how much they love each other. so kinda disappointing. edwards not hot enuf. when carlisle came out we were woah! hahaha. the only part of the show i like is the baseball part when muse's SMB was playing. the super funny part was when bella was in hospital! me and rina couldnt stop laughing the whole time. ahwells!
i wish there was actually a really really ideal edward guy. so i can be enthu abt the show. too badd]:

anw after that went arcade which was pretty borring. either my daytona skills have deproved or that machine is lagging. i believe is the latter =DDD
i am happy! got to eat Yami Yoghurt after so long! yayyyyyyyy [:

met momma afterwards to buy presents for the xmas party. hmm this years xmas party has rly changed. sadd. ahwells.

TOMORROW IS XMAS EVE! but duzn feel like it dont know why! maybe after attending church at midnight and singing all my fav xmas songies it will all be better [:

thanks to my dear babe LSH im finally getting a new skin. she kept criticizing how small my font was so tada! big big words now. lol.

i am so not a pig! but yesterday was like the worst shock i ever had. i seriously thought i lost my hard earned 50 bucks. i felt like the unluckiest person alive. i was like hoping and praying that somehow the 50 bucks will be still there wherever i dropped it. i love the girl who found my 50 bucks. and i felt like the luckiest person alive. i mean i really thought i was a goner. 50 bucks who will not take right? so yayyyyy.

i really really have to stop losing things! i lost my retainers twice. walao at least the 1st time i dugged it out of the rubbish bin. the 2nd time ...blehh gone forever ]:

tmr gonna watch Twilight! like finally! im so excited even though i dont expect much from the movie.



i miss my old BoA even though i like how she is now too.

Elaine is so absent-minded.
Met her in th afternoon , and she was still sleeping -.=
pig.
we went to cotton on and bought long sleeve tshirt (:
and tht's where tht idiot dumbass cuz of mine lost her 50 bucks -.=
walked to taka , Q up to buy my octopusballyballball , she got all teary(she realise tht she lost it) thn yadayadayada,
went back to cotton on.thn blah blah blah.
then she ask th cashier blah blah. thn all of em' started shouting , looking for someone .
and it's damn embarrasing =X
everybody was laughing and staring .
so blah blah, she got her money back and the end.
lesson learnt.




LSH,I WROTE IT.OKAY

I QUITTTTTTT!!


i was so happy after i officially quit i was practically smiling at everyone on the escalator. i bet i looked retarded.

my bosses was pretty darn unpleasant about my whole quitting thing. grah shant think about it. its okay i no need to be so wei qu anymore.

anw was very happy so called my mum. and she was all why you want to quit thing. i knew this would happen. i knew it. even when i made her promise she will support my decision. then i became very upset i cried the way home. i am so not talking to my kor until her starts to be nice to me. money money money. all my mum wants is for me to earn money. she dosent care if i am being exploited. 3/hr is slave labour. mcdonald is 550 now according to my colleague. helloooo. and she dosent care. all my colleagues were happy that i quit my lousy job. im so happy sharon talked to me last night which made me decide that i deserve to be happy. if you give me at least 5 an hour, hell yea i'll do anything, i wont even complain when i feel like i going to peng san everynight. and hello i give quality work. im like this underpaid overdilligent worker.

i wont be so stupid to accept any job less than 5/hr.
i wont be treated the way my bosses treat me anymore.


at least i got this as an experience and
nothing can get worse now.

bleh


hmm i think the only thing i will miss is the cute kids and pretty babies.
they are like sososo cuteee.
1 hug my leg and 1 called me mummy.
ah! so cute luh.
i realised everyone likes Dora. MAN SHE IS SO LOVED. even old ahma noe who is dora. it is so funny when u hear all the small kids going 'dowa dowa'. i swear i will wtach the cartoon and see what is so good about her.

I AM SO TIRED. but i want to rant.

oh and the worst part is i'll miss 4 episodes of little nonya


ARGH!!

today is the second day of work.

my work sucks
i dont want to work anymore
i am paid 30 a day
and i work 10 hours
that is like less than mcdonald

the worst part is i have to stand throughout the 10 hours
and my legs dieded twice
i cant stand 1 of my co workers i cant wait for sunday to come so i can get my meagre amount of salary and im free

just quarelled with my kor and mum cos they want take my salary to pay for my contact lens
then i argued that i havent got a schoolbag]:
the point of me working is becos i want to buy THAT shoe. now i cant. so i have lost all motivations.
i am not whining.
it is just what you will do if you were me.

haix anw
yesterday was so sudden
was suppose to go for ntuc interview then i decided not to go cos i wiated half an hour and the super long queue didnt move kanasai
so walk in north point and i just ask a lady if she want to hire me and then i got hired and started work like immediately.
idk why i agreed man. 30 a day. i have to spend 10 bucks a day for my meals and transport alrdy.
sighhhhhh i called some other company today hope i can tiao cao asap man. even the other company thinks my pay is like daylight robbery.
i feel so stupid to say OKAY in the first place

i am so depressed. anyone free can sms me like the whole afternoon cos i'll be damn free.

yay i like watching 2 hours of xiao nonya d:
tmr goin for interview :/ hope i'll get the job and hope the pay is good if i do d:



PRAISE ME!
HAHA d:
i was sooo bored yesterday i dug out beads and wires and started making a butterfly brooch and it turned out better than expected. in fact its GORGEOUS righht? hahaha. and after finishing the brooch i dug out some cross stich fabric from pri school and voila [:

i am so happy i can do all these. i love the HOLS! and i updated my design book. my dresses are very chio [:

day out with limsihui AGAIN HAHAH.

she came at 9. i slept till 10. d: then she blame me for givin her gastric]: finee i shall admit i should have waken up when being woken d:
today was eventful! went HDBHub to collect money in the end no money to collect]: then went to esplanade to watch some pipa competition to support sihui's friend. that woman told me it will only last and hour but in the end its more than 2 hours! the whole time i was in there i was sooo bored! the only reason why i didnt sleep because its rude :/ i appreciate intrumental chinese music but seriously there were 5finalist and each of their piece lasted for 20 mins! i was like o.o....zzzzz....O.O... T.T HAHAH. oh but i saw the guy who acts as DASHA in Little Nonya!! he came to wtach the comp too! i felt that sihui's friend should have won but in the end some tiongbu got it :/

ate lunch at raffles city then went to orchard so Sihui can get her tights. then met aunties and mummy and ate crystal jade XLB. the quality of food totally drop since last week :/ so twas kinda disappointing. then ate yoghurt which will totally get owned by YamiYoghurt please. then rushed home to watch my xiao niang re! next monday its 2 hours of broadcast! cant wait! i dont know why ppl dont like the show. its been a longg time since theres a show like my CHU LU! yay me!

went out with seewhy nicole rina licheng jacey and larrie today. watched nick and nora's infinite playlist. pretty meaningless but its a sweet love story. and i really dont know what is up with the gum! the way it is recycled is soo gross! haha. walked back to ps frm cathay and ate YamiYoghurt and just hang around. Squabbled over the colour of TOFU -.- i insist colour is subjective i take no sides HAHA. but yea agree with cy tofu is creamy colour its not canvas white luhh d:

i am boredddd. today's outing lasted for like 3 hours -.- i wish it was longer lah. like kanasai lor. i am quite happy to see everyone is broke. well not happy happy. but cos i AM broke so i take comfort in the fact that people are like meee! HAHAHA :D

i will be going for an interview next week, anyone wanna pei wo? ]: i am scared that if i get a job i might miss Little Nonya at 8 nxt week]: blehhhhhhhh :/

i believe in karma, do you?

i found a converstaion between susan and martha huber in desperate houswives that i liked very much and this is what susan said:

"I will keep my lawn looking nice. And I will make sure that my music isn't played too loud, and if I get some of your mail, heck, I'll run it right over. Cause that's what good neighbors do. But from now on, when I run into you in the street and I say good morning, Mrs. Huber, or how are you, Mrs. Huber, just know, that inside, I am quietly, but decidedly hating your guts."

clap clap [:

went out with Sam Rensyn and TzeQing on thurs. i missed everyone! watched Bolt to my delight[: and twas greatt. i am totally in love with RHINO! and the fat cat. i am going to own a fat persian cat when i have the chance to next time. ohyea and name it PAMMY which is the cute form of PAM which stands for Pwincess Ah Meow. PURRFECT! HAHAHAHHA d:

Went Vivo ytd with Sihui. there was sale at PageOne so i got the fashion designing book i've always wnated. its so damn cool and damn ex, im so lucky my auntie sponsored me. yayyy. i swear i will put it to good use [:

todayye went like compass point nad chinatown to run errands for my brother. then wnet to walk walk at orchard. i think my mum is biased towards my kor now because he is working. the whole time we were out she was looking for clothes for my bro! UNFAIRR. ahha well at least i bought lingerie so i didnt go home empty handed. i saw this super nice pair of shoes. its 123 bucks and im gna buy it when i earn my first 123 bucks. and this dress which is sooo pretty. its floral and gorgeous. its 100 plus too. haix why is everything i like so darn expensive. window shopping is torture for me.

oh and i have decided to let go. yupps. seriously. of all the times i should have but couldnt, this will be the last. because i realise that its not worth it. it really isnt. its only time wasted. so i feel happy for myself to be able to break free from it. no more humiliation and pointless anticipation. YAY ME!

PHEW just finish running 2km clap clap. haha fine its not much compared to previous days. buttt! anw tday was fun! ran to IMH (former woodbridge) and ran on the track which was so dark and creepy HAHA luckily got my kor and limsihui.

i still feel fat. i mean today was sinful. ate like crystal jade XLBs and gelato and oreo cheesecake. T.T i am right to be ashamed of myself. i shall push myself further so i can have BoA abs [: by this Xmas [:

went OG with sihui to look for job then the bra salesperson say must go head office and so i was to lazy to travel there. so no job for today]: i shall try again tmr. ahha man its alrdy december! i have to act fast! but i am such a procrastinator. i really wish i can just sit back and watch my desperate housewives S1 to 4, which rocks btw. i like it better than any other angmoh shows.

i really like orchard road's xmas deco. i love everything about xmas. even if there were no presents. i think its the best season and the best holiday of the year. everythings about xmas is peaceful and joyful and i get the warm fuzzy feeling inside. we use to take a car ride through the whole stretch of orchard road on xmas day at midnight each year, well when daddy was here. so im pretty sad i wont be able to do that for a very long time ahead. and my xmas tree is Pathetic with a capitol P. its tip just reached my kneecap. COME ON! my tree used to be near the ceiling mannzxzxzx! so all in all, xmas was so so so much better when dad around . at least we'll go to the children's home and meet my old frens and kop presents. blehhhh. feel like kopping the xmas tree from paragon to put in our house.

p.s. I WANT WATCH BOLT BECAUSE OF RHINO THE HAMSTER WHICH IN MY OPINION IS THE CUTEST CHARACTER IN THE HISTORY OF ANIMATION.

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