went out with Sam Rensyn and TzeQing on thurs. i missed everyone! watched Bolt to my delight[: and twas greatt. i am totally in love with RHINO! and the fat cat. i am going to own a fat persian cat when i have the chance to next time. ohyea and name it PAMMY which is the cute form of PAM which stands for Pwincess Ah Meow. PURRFECT! HAHAHAHHA d:

Went Vivo ytd with Sihui. there was sale at PageOne so i got the fashion designing book i've always wnated. its so damn cool and damn ex, im so lucky my auntie sponsored me. yayyy. i swear i will put it to good use [:

todayye went like compass point nad chinatown to run errands for my brother. then wnet to walk walk at orchard. i think my mum is biased towards my kor now because he is working. the whole time we were out she was looking for clothes for my bro! UNFAIRR. ahha well at least i bought lingerie so i didnt go home empty handed. i saw this super nice pair of shoes. its 123 bucks and im gna buy it when i earn my first 123 bucks. and this dress which is sooo pretty. its floral and gorgeous. its 100 plus too. haix why is everything i like so darn expensive. window shopping is torture for me.

oh and i have decided to let go. yupps. seriously. of all the times i should have but couldnt, this will be the last. because i realise that its not worth it. it really isnt. its only time wasted. so i feel happy for myself to be able to break free from it. no more humiliation and pointless anticipation. YAY ME!