went yuanyi's house for class gathering...or so it was called. i went for only like an hour. and in that hour all i did was fawn over SPARKY aka 火花的。i was super biased to SPARKY even though RUSTY's fur was nicer cos i prefer small balls of fur to big balls of fur. SPARKY is so cute like ohmygawd. i love Poms lah they are one of the cutest breed of dog. it was like this living bouncing ball of fur, or as penny says, rebonded hair. then i walked the dog. so cute lah it was like teetering all about. i couldnt bear to control him too much cos i hate to pull the leash hard and therefore he poop-ed in the park and yuanyi scolded sparky cos she didnt bring newspaper. hahaha so funny. I WANT A DOG NOW. but i always wanted a cat. ahwells maybe ppl like me shouldnt keep a pet, it will like die of obesity cos i will be too nice to it.

went LSH's hse for popiah session. wanted to swim but that woman come home at 9.30]: so wanted to stay overnight and swim the next day but my thingy came -.- it better be real since im having 4 moths worth of cramps. if it's false alarm again im gna be freakin pissed.

anw im really sian right now. we have a couple of unwanted guest in our house. they are SOOO irritating. my mum was damn annoyed so we 2 kept kicking each other legs, quite funny actually. urgh, i hate it how they stare and stare at our things at home and come into my room and STARE at my photos freakily and use the master bedroom toilet. like ew. EWWWWWWWWWWW. im so gna wash the toilet for the first time in my life becos they used it. pukes. about an hour more and im freeeeee. cos my mum and i have this conspiracy to get them out of the house! we rly cant stand them but we still have to entertain them. walaooo. i dont ever want to have to undergo this kind of torture again.its like i have to put up a facade! which i hate to do cos i cant smile when i dont want to. ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i miss sam! sam why havent u been online!! are u too busy watching australia open ?! tell me if u have like nadal's signature or sumthin. HAHA ahwells i miss u you lucky pig!

新不了情

回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了

aka:

oh my bakkwa how i have missed you for the past year
now you come and seduce me
i cannot love you cos you make me fat
but tonight you should know
i cannot control my feelings
so too bad i will have to make you mine
<3

the bakkwa love forever[:

FRM LSH'S BLOG

(4:12 PM) LSH's:
what are you wearin' on your first day ?
(4:12 PM) elaine:
black
(4:12 PM) LSH's:
WOAH .
(4:12 PM) elaine:
this 1 piece suit
(4:13 PM) elaine:
short
(4:13 PM) LSH's:
i see
(4:13 PM) LSH's:
w/ your killer heels uh
(4:13 PM) elaine:
yea
(4:13 PM) elaine:
plus my sexy legs
(4:14 PM) LSH's:
ew
(4:14 PM) LSH's:
>>>>> her legs are sexier (my dp was a pic of a model)
(4:14 PM) elaine:
'scuse me?
(4:14 PM) elaine:
mine lor
(4:14 PM) elaine:
mine fatter
(4:15 PM) elaine:
fat is the new kind of sexayye
(4:16 PM) LSH's:
okokay. sexy sexy . yah . fat=sexy. your killer legs and heels= to die for
(4:17 PM) elaine:
HAHAH yepp u got your math right

cny celebration at hwachong today. performance were short but not bad, i like the dance best cos got chuayiyi =D had food thingy after that and xinyi forced me to buy her mao pai IKEA meatball. yuanyi says its the noodle soup meatball haha. then too lazy to walk around, or rather our clique has 12 people and sticking tgt will probably cause a traffic jam everywhere we go so we sat at the canteen instead. Weiqing and I were damn bored and we started singing songs damn funny. we have so much rapport when singing See You Again and other Jolin Tsai songs hahah damn fun lah.
went to see teachers at NY, got to see MsTan, Mrs Tan, RitaOng annnnd NgHupBeng. HAHA, i think hupbeng looks abit unshaven must be because he dosent have our kind and nice class.
took bus to lido but only half of us manage to board the bus zzzzzz. and i cannot stand those grouchy and grumpy ppl who keep asking ppl to move in when obviously we cant. if you have to take next bus then too bad lah. piss me off manz.
walked ard lido and wisma. and everywhere we went we will hear Bleeding Love playing at shops lol. met mammuh at lido cos i dont have enuf new clothes ]: nothing was nice there so i just settled for some tee at mango, ahwells. but i finally bought fake eyelashes from TheFaceShop so cool luh! yay[:
mammuh and i walked to somerset mrt instead cos we both cant stand walking back to orchard mrt, i hate crowds]: we passed like lei garden and centrepoint which reminds us so much of daddy :/ we were laughing at my dad's weird hobbies and how he always forces us to go out with him every sunday to like random parts of spore, and centrepoint was one of our family's usual hangouts i wonder why! the i realise how much it has changed and i've never bene there sinc emy daddy was gone then i felt so tight in the chest like i couldnt breathe, and i started thinking how i was living in bliss but not realising it. i bet no one else is as highly exposed to the arts and culture and food of singapore as mybro and me luh. then i stared reminiscing stupid things like how my mum accidentally cut my dad's ear when she was trimming my dads hair and it bled lol. even now, i still laugh when i think about these things. then i just stop laughing feeling like someone is gripping my heart tightly and it hurts so bad. then i reach the point where i start to really want my daddy back again, i imagine my life would be entirely different with my dad. i'll be smarter and richer and much much much happier.

sometimes i just wanna hide cos it's you i miss




'But for now, let me say , without hope or agenda - just because it's Christmas (and at Christmas you tell the truth)...

...To me, you are perfect. ' - favorite scene from love actually[:

PEACE <3

koped from Ashleen

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Snow Dream-SM TOWN [yes, im dreaming so shhh!]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
theres gotta be more to life- stacie orrico [does this mean im above relationships?]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Graduation(Friends Forever)-Vitamin C [Wrong! im feeling sleepy!!]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Jue Jiang - MayDay [to be persistant, not bad sia]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
'O' Jung Ban Hup- TVXQ [ 正反和？LOL]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
BASKET CASE-Green Day [NOOO! maybe though d: a pwetty one of course]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
I Wont Disagree - Kate Voegele [yea definitely wont be disagreeable, i love my mummuh]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Miracle- Cascada [ so true, i need a miracle soo badly, make e so billionaire heiress haha]

WHAT IS 2+2?
When there was me and you- Troy and Gabriella [ it rhymes! not bad, but should be 1+1]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
There She Goes- Sixpence non the richer [truee haha]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
LOVE LETTER- BoA [ woah the song rly associated with love one so zun]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Rock With You-BoA [YEA COMEON ROCK WITH ME TOO!! HAHAH]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Just Like You- Miley Cyrus [O.O this is such a perfect answer! i swear im not meddling with the shuffle]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Friend or Foe- TATU [friend lah friend lah]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
U+Ur Hand - Pink [no sense again haha]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
December 27-BoA [as long as its BoA i dont mind :D]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
My Humps - Black Eyed Peas [ omg HAHA yea im sure make sure they play it at my funeral baby]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The Best of Both Worlds- Hannah Montana [yah i want to eat and sleep]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Heart- Britney Spears [I do! i <3 my best friends]

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
JEWEL- Ayumi Hamasaki [i dont mind you giving me a worst thing]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
AGAINST ALL ODDS- Westlife feat. Mariah Carey [woah exciting death leh! so meaningful]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Boulevard of Broken Dreams- Green Day [relavent. i shouldnt have thrown away my hello kitty plushes]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
E Zuo Ju- It Started With a Kiss OST [true! pranks and jokes :D]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Heartbreaking Day- Jolin Tsai [definitely not meddling with the shuffle!@#$]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Mian Ju- Vivian Hsu [ is that a no?]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Your Color- BoA [yup your TRUE colors! scary person]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
S.O.S -Rihanna [thats a no luh lol]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Shuo Ai Ni- Jolin Tsai [ say i love you! many more times than i ever did]

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Come Clean-Hilary Duff [coming clean! yea you know what hurts right now right?]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Whatsername- Green Day [d:]

TODAY IS A VERY STRESSFUL DAY FOR ME!

i was kinda late for physics lecture! yes im late but i no matter how i see it, its NOT MY PROBLEM. and i dont like people looking at me like 'oh you slacker you pon'. no i DIDNT. i woke up early, started wiating for dear 156 since 7.40, bus came only at 8.20 (WTF) and jammed all the way from my house through jalan kayu, pie/cte, bishan, macritchie, after-macritchie, basically all the way till bukit timah. zzzzzzzzz thank god anabelle was with me so we can both stress together.
now that there is a 156A which does not go bukit timah 156 is as rare as -insert something about rareness simile-. like damnit whos stupid idea is it to come up with a 156A?! the bulk of the people that takes 156 need to go towards bukit timah area right! like hello at least do some statistics before u go come up with some unneccessary and totally not-helping-the-cause plan. totally piss me off ok. i really have the urge to call up some minister and demand that u remove 156a and increase the frequency of 156 instead. but i dont know how to or whether i can]: so now i have to change buses. wth STUPID PIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
last year i already have to wake up at 5.15 so i can take the 5.57 bus. NOW? because 156 is now machiam like dosent exist I HAVE TO WAKE UP EVEN EARLIER. and hc has some totally strict rules on punctuality which totally suck, i miss NY's 3 times allowance. at least have to have the valid reason type of thingy right. dont tell me straightaway give 1 demerit i am so gna complain and explain my plight until they freakin understand that IT IS NOT MY PROBLEM but SBS's.
-end rant-

tmr have another diagnostic test -.- i assume that it will be mcq style since 2b pencil is needed. seriously if they ask me write another essay i will totally fail since my sentence structure seems even weirder after the holidays.

went out with cy,lc,xh today. cos today is piano/organ day lol so left us only. went to plaza sing cos we boarded 174 nstead of 74 haha. walk walk buy socks and ate mago+ice at bing1 place. met mum and aunty at vivo and ate dinner there.

my mum keeps insisting on me wearing something red but i want to wear black..and brown.and shes pissing me off cos im alrdy in a pissy mood due to the lack of 156s. anw BLACK IS THE NEW RED okay.

of school]:

i couldnt sleep last night cos i ate too much pineapple tart so ended up sleeping at 2 last night im so sleepy noww]:

today was sooo boring!! i stayed awake during ISYF but i totally couldnt tahan all the long speeches:/ math and chem was okay i guess. but i totally couldnt wiat till the end of school. i hope orientation is fun luh. ahwells good to see everyone again!

went out after school and took neorpints to commemorate our first day of JC life and first day of wearing our HC uniforms. i feel so weird in this uniform idk why. saw LSH while chatting outside wisma d: we should totally do that often lah so fun[:

tada!
today had sams SURPRISE farewell party! it worked! she totally didnt suspect a thing [: everyone that i invited came! clap clap! was suppose to meet at 1 but i came at 135d: haha so only me sixuan and rensyn and kuanhe was there to surprise sam then tricia,tzeqing, cavan and dixon came but kuanhe left. ahwells then at lunched at venezia and gossiped non stop about people whom i have never heard of. seriously, i finally understand what sam means when she says nanyang is a peasant school hahah. i think nanyang is fairly scandal free in comparison lol.
wanted to watch changeling!!! i really wanted to]: but the timings were all so late so we decided to just go play guitar hero at cine. i totally suck at guitar heros i couldnt even finish playing the chorus of I Hate Myself For Loving You!! damnit. then cavan left and dixon and the rest of us went to have dinner and talked abt stupid stuff haha.

yayyy im quite happy today even if it was quite boring at times d: triciaseow is damn skinny and smart she only got 3pts lah. i doubt i can get that if i take 'O's mann. and that siaozabo likes leejunki tooo!!! like finally found my other half who thinks that leejunki is the mesmerising one in MyGirl.

and my cake is nice RIGHT? i think i cut too much for everyone thats why its not that nice. small portions taste nicer. will post the only photo we took tgt when i get it [:

omfg. tmr i am gonna get back my HCL 'O's. i have no confidence in myself]: im got a really really bad feeling. if i have to take chinese next year then...damnit i will have to take chinese 'A's. grahh pweaseeeee lemme get an AAAAY!!

yesterday celebrated gwen's birthday. happy birthday gwen!(again)
the whole toilet thing didnt work out though sad!
i miss everyone. and damnit thats like my catchphrase nowadays. sooo many things to catch up on. but no, i still prefer not going to school[:



=D

i think my 'how i met your mother' episodes should have finish loading by now!
gluck everyone!

went to sixuans house today and spent like 3 hours there. haiyerr i wish it was longer i havent had so much fun just talking for a long timee! i just realised that there are real life gossip girl scenarios happening around us. gasp! hahaha.

ate dinner with sam at pizza hut. ok im officially broke broke.
i cant believe Sam's like leaving so soon. i know im gonna miss her like shitz. damnit.

i promise im gonna do my HC math paper like on sunday or something.
&
my heart is like orh-chehed thanks to you. SIGH.


Gone away are the golden days
Just a page in my diary
So here I am, a utopian citizen
Still convinced there's no such thing as idealism

i realise havent updated since start of the year!

im like so busy nowadays but im happy!
met Yawen on tues. zomg its been like 2 years since i saw my since-nursery-good-friend. haha watched Yes!Man tgt. good movie[: i dont know why some people dont like o.o make me have very little expectations. i think zooey deschanel looks like katy perry! i totally did a double take. then went to visit Ya's new house. super nice lah. i miss my private lifestyle]; gossip through the evening! i appreciate facebook and friendster alot more now HAHAH.

wednesday met up with rensyn for a while to get some stuff and we bough bubbletea and talk until she had to leave. ahh! i miss everyone.

today's dont forget the lyrics is so simple. like hello i can totally get through everything without using backups please. i should have join and could have at least have ten thousand bucks zoom into my pocket.

tmr going sixuan house yayyyy! eengas/resist finally meets up!

MONDAY IS D'DAY. i have a very very very bad feeling abt my higher chi 'O's SIGHH.

HAPPY NEWW YEARR DARLINGS!

spent the eve at my cousins house to eat steamboat and after little nonya went to LSH's hse to countdown! so fun! we were like HAPPY NEW YEAR!1 2 3, HUAT AH! then eat sashimi and sushi YUMMAYE! hahah.

sooo new year resolutions... i see everyone writing them. so mines not gonna be original but its what i rly hope to achieve for the coming year!

TEN; study hard and dont procrastinate

NINE; learn to be more accepting of people and maybe then they will for me.

EIGHT; lose alot of weight!! i hate fat me.

SEVEN; no matter what CCA im in, i will work/train hard and not be a loser.

SIX; i will read newspapers and be very informed with current affairs and at least knw our minister for education's english name.

FIVE; i will constantly remind myself to wash my own dishes and not wait for mummy to do it for me.

FOUR; treasure all love ones around me, friends&family. make sure i rember all my fwensfwens birthdays and put in effort to make a card or save money to buy presents for them.

TWEE: be more mindful of my words and actions because it can be interpreted to be incredibly untrue to what i say or do.

TWO: stop criticisng people's outfit everywhere i go, even if it's outright hideous.

ONE: GET A JOB!!! LIKE NOW!!!


i probably have a lot more but ahwells ten will do for now.



today is the first day of 2009.

2009!
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is looking prettaye good so far. i mean with BoA's Look Who's Talking coming in MARCH and GREENDAY and MUSE albums coming out next year. greenday will be on my highly anticipated list. wheets finally after 4 freakin years another new album. and its gonna be brilliant i just know it!

CHEERS! HAPPY HOLIDAYS =D