cny celebration at hwachong today. performance were short but not bad, i like the dance best cos got chuayiyi =D had food thingy after that and xinyi forced me to buy her mao pai IKEA meatball. yuanyi says its the noodle soup meatball haha. then too lazy to walk around, or rather our clique has 12 people and sticking tgt will probably cause a traffic jam everywhere we go so we sat at the canteen instead. Weiqing and I were damn bored and we started singing songs damn funny. we have so much rapport when singing See You Again and other Jolin Tsai songs hahah damn fun lah.
went to see teachers at NY, got to see MsTan, Mrs Tan, RitaOng annnnd NgHupBeng. HAHA, i think hupbeng looks abit unshaven must be because he dosent have our kind and nice class.
took bus to lido but only half of us manage to board the bus zzzzzz. and i cannot stand those grouchy and grumpy ppl who keep asking ppl to move in when obviously we cant. if you have to take next bus then too bad lah. piss me off manz.
walked ard lido and wisma. and everywhere we went we will hear Bleeding Love playing at shops lol. met mammuh at lido cos i dont have enuf new clothes ]: nothing was nice there so i just settled for some tee at mango, ahwells. but i finally bought fake eyelashes from TheFaceShop so cool luh! yay[:
mammuh and i walked to somerset mrt instead cos we both cant stand walking back to orchard mrt, i hate crowds]: we passed like lei garden and centrepoint which reminds us so much of daddy :/ we were laughing at my dad's weird hobbies and how he always forces us to go out with him every sunday to like random parts of spore, and centrepoint was one of our family's usual hangouts i wonder why! the i realise how much it has changed and i've never bene there sinc emy daddy was gone then i felt so tight in the chest like i couldnt breathe, and i started thinking how i was living in bliss but not realising it. i bet no one else is as highly exposed to the arts and culture and food of singapore as mybro and me luh. then i stared reminiscing stupid things like how my mum accidentally cut my dad's ear when she was trimming my dads hair and it bled lol. even now, i still laugh when i think about these things. then i just stop laughing feeling like someone is gripping my heart tightly and it hurts so bad. then i reach the point where i start to really want my daddy back again, i imagine my life would be entirely different with my dad. i'll be smarter and richer and much much much happier.

sometimes i just wanna hide cos it's you i miss




'But for now, let me say , without hope or agenda - just because it's Christmas (and at Christmas you tell the truth)...

...To me, you are perfect. ' - favorite scene from love actually[:

PEACE <3