Had CT outing today at Mind's cafe at Boat Quay. i accidentally sms kristie wong to meet at Cityhall instead or rafflesplace so the poor girl ended up in the wrong mrt station and i met junde first instead lol. SOWWIE!

Mind's was pretayye boring partly because i wasnt feeling adventurous and i prefer no brainer games. the angmoh tried to explain BANG! to us. but ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzz no thanks too complicated HAHA

kristie and junning pangsehed me for dinner so i went with the rest to check out shokudo but it was full >< i was gearing up my stomach for the nice egg egg thingy]: swobs. so went to the makansutra food centre beside esplanade. we keep losing ppl on the way -.- how bonded. food there is OVERPRICED LIKE SHITZ. i only at 1 plate of charkwayteow which cost 4 bucks whattthe. then shared a plate of carrotcake with elffred. carrotcake was gooodddddd yumyums.

me and chuinyin were jusr talking about love at first sight. we are both non-believers of such a phenomenon. NO WAY MAN. how can u like someone without knowing the person? that is sooo SHALLOW. like just look at looks nia damn shitty please.
SHALLOW SHALLOW. YOU YES YOU. dnt make me puke!

HAHA why am i so ji dong? -.- guan wo pi shi.

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i think i should stop. i really should.
but its not the matter of whether i want to, but whether i CAN.
i dont know why i cant ]<
times like this i feel like im useless
i dont like hanging on a thread
it makes me feel like im not in control
helpless and stupid and foolish
i should learn to be stronger

快乐是我的不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责
毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿
总是要过去以后才了解

i'll be okay. yes? no? i dont know. hahah