ytd bojia send me her baby photos for me to laugh at.

HAHA i found another pic. 3 yrs old and alrdy sitting like some ahlian. my bro acting cute -.-

ok is shall go back to PI or i'll never finish and i'll never start on my chem. which even though i know confirm fail but i shudn do too badly anyhoo D: fat chance though.

Today had Bio lecture test. so gna ace it manzxzxzx -.- okay this picture dosent show anything but just go watch the movie and you'll see what i mean. when he put on his leather jacket everyone was like WOAH. HEH :D

after movie we kindof forced the guys to take neos with us!! damn funny cos they are so noob and they look very gay and weird in the photos cos of the freaky eye effect HAHAH! my brother saw the pics and he was like "why the guys so gay one?" d: its okay i love neos cos they make me look chioer HAHAH -.-

what happened?
it feels like im the only one bothering to keep this frenship going

quote from How I Met Your Mother aka best comedy ever:

Lily: OK, yes it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake, but there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say 'yep, that was a mistake.' So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake, because then you'd go your whole life not knowing if something is a mistake or not. And dammit, I've made no mistakes! I've done all of this; my life, my relationship, my career, mistake-free. Does any of this make sense to you?

Ted: I dunno, you said mistake a lot.

i've made loads of mistakes. and most the time, i make the mistake knowing it was a mistake. and now...i sorta wish that was a mistake. but it didnt matter at all. it wasnt even fit to be a mistake. so who cares?
everything has just been made equivalent to nothing. how should i feel? i dont know, i really dont. cos i dont feel anything and im so numb already it dosent make a difference.

im abit sadd now]:

i realise im not coping well at all. all my teachers seems to think i suck i think. why am i so stupid]:

i gt a feeling mschoong dosent want me in exco...because i fell sick]: its tonsilitis only lah. sigh.
i feel damn discouraged now. why jc teachers so uptight one? im alrdy trying hard, i havent even had a good nights rest. i just wanted to rest ytd...why cannot? maybe im just not good enough. im not smart, i dont catch on things easily, im slow compared with others in school. should i even be here?

i really wna ace my next few class/lecture test to show that i deserve to be where i am but time is just not on my side. and my stupid brain is just...dysfunctional.

i am so dead. i havent finish PI. but i cant think of anything so here i am. giving an excuse to blog. I lost my phone yesterday, well, almost. came back from old folks centre, i was super tired cos i woke up super early for the last 6 days of the week. so on the bus back i was smsing kristie and my mum then i fell asleep with the phone in my hand. the next time i work up it was alrdy my stop so i rushed down. when i reach home i realise my phone was gone. FCUK. then i went to call sengkang interchange cos i thought i took 156. then i cabbed there, only to remember i took 88...which interchange is at PASIR RIS. called pasir ris interchange and cabbed there. gt my baby back. so unlucky lah. or should i say lucky? hmm im thankful no one took my phone [: and they found it.

rushed home to get things for Kristies sleepover. went to Kristies church to watch a play with kristie, chengxin,kelly, junde,john,elffred,ben :D i was forced to sit with elffred and he was so noisy it was embarassing. he keep calling me roman catholic and argued with me with loads of stuff. he insisted that god and mother mary had ahem. DAMN KIAMPA. almost died putting my point across about the immaculate conception. hahah anw kristie failed to convert him but he did learn that jesus was actually god's son. clap clap -.-

after the play, went back home instead of supper cos the guys wanted to watch soccer zzz. me and chengxin were dying of hunger cos we both didnt eat dinner. so we ate the pineapple rice and QUICHE (heavenly) and RED RUBY. yummaye. we took a photo of the quiche and wanted to send to junning to make her jealous. HAHA.

in the end the sleepover only involved 3 ppl while the rest went home after the match. poor junde missed his last bus home..the Arr sign went out just as he recah the busstop LOL! so me chengxin and kristie watch HSm 3 and talked. i feel asleep without realising and they claim i snored ]:

ahwells. how i wish tmr no nid hand in PI and ILP.
and theres napfa tmr. i wonder how baldy will i fail.

GREEN DAY!!

new single coming up. it rocks so hard :D

my life is busybusybusy. i have been sleeping at 1 for the past week]: sometimes i feel like giving up the running. but f it, since i've started i shall finish it no matter how it turns out in the end. then again...im not exactly sure its what i want too.

im kinda excited for tmr. because its my Christian Lacroix Exhibition at National Museum. one of my fav couture designers <3 i cant believe im gna be able to see his personal sketches in less than a day. hyperventilation!! BUT i'm gna be alone]: cos i took the last ticket!! sigh i hope i wont feel too loner and lost.

"Cecil Beaton deserves a place of honour in my little pantheon of English influences in view of tremendous impact that My Fair Lady had on me; and it is possible that somewhere deep inside me there still lingers the conviction that the Ascot scene with its mixture of consummate chic and outrageousness, combined with equal parts of irony and the baroque, of high society and the theatrical world, in fact represents England in microcosm. "
-Christian Lacroix
exact sentiments <3

back to busy mode]:

just came back from apollo fac outing WAH (We Are Hot) :D