im abit sadd now]:

i realise im not coping well at all. all my teachers seems to think i suck i think. why am i so stupid]:

i gt a feeling mschoong dosent want me in exco...because i fell sick]: its tonsilitis only lah. sigh.
i feel damn discouraged now. why jc teachers so uptight one? im alrdy trying hard, i havent even had a good nights rest. i just wanted to rest ytd...why cannot? maybe im just not good enough. im not smart, i dont catch on things easily, im slow compared with others in school. should i even be here?

i really wna ace my next few class/lecture test to show that i deserve to be where i am but time is just not on my side. and my stupid brain is just...dysfunctional.