thanks for being there for me people. i am so grateful for all your concerns but i also hope im not troubling yall]:

I love my classmates and friends so much i wouldnt trade them for anything in the world.
i love my friends and i wouldnt screw them over
i love them irregardless of how they look or what they are and where they are from
i treasure my friendships alot
and if you think im not good enough for you
then, its alright. cause i dont need you either.

if you could just admit what you did say
or even what you felt and thought in your mind
even if it was just for a moment
could you cross your heart and say you didnt feel that way?

i dont know what to believe
but i believe you said such things.
maybe that already defeats the purpose of a friendship.

i wanted to believe you, i wanted time to think through it all
but all i know is that i couldnt bring myself to trust that you didnt

im not perfect, but i treat my friends as equals
well, thats where we are different

it hurt my pride
i dont feel bad about the way i look
because looks arent everything
at the end of the day, how you look inside is more impt

if you really said it and if looks, status, pettiness about who better than who and pointless comparison is so important to you, dont drag me in.
i wanna be with people who love me the way i am.
and i know plenty of people who do and they are not perfect either.
blame me all you want
maybe im a melodramatic fool, but its how i feel.

you call me childish, but i'm not.
in fact im more rational than you are.
if you think im playing games, im not.
its pure disappointment cos i feel hurt and betrayed.